I call this tears of pain…………

Everyday I look up at the stars wishing you were here with me.

Everyday that does not go by I don’t think about you.

Everyday that goes by I love  your pretty smile and that beautiful look that you always gave me,

But there is not a day that does not go by that my eyes fill up with the tears in them.

Cause all the pain I feel for you I wish I could just take a gun and blow myself away, just so I could get the hell out of this damn world that we live in and to make you happy.

But I never forget the memories we have shared and all the good time that we had together, cause I remember when I first saw you walking to the dice to introduce yourself to the class I just knew we would be together forever, but something went wrong and I m not sure what. I still remember when you left me all alone and I cried my eyes out days and nights because I still loves you and will always do. And dear remember this I will never forget you…………never…